Friday, September 21, 2012

A glimpse of life 1

Drawing by  zerihun seyoum
There was a long line for taxi, ‘wow that is long’ I said to the woman last in the line. She didn’t care to talk; she looked at me and turned. More people came to line up behind me.

I was in line for a taxi from  Mexico to Bole. I keep looking at my watch every 3 minutes, the line was moving very slowly.

The people and incidents I encountered in my way from home to office, an hour, gave me a glimpse of life. 

A blue contract taxi slowly drove and stops side by side at the end of the line. I looked at the taxi, I looked at the line, I am far behind, I look at the people lining behind me, and in few minutes there were actually a lot of people. Thus, I thought, well the temptation is not just for me. I bet most of these people are also late for work and tired of lining up for just a taxi and want to fall for the temptation, the contract taxi. I thought of the money I had in my bag, what I am planning to do with it, how much the contract taxi will cost me, probably 100 Birr. I can bargain for 70 Birr. I also thought of what the people would think when I move out of the line to take the contract taxi. Would anyone come to join me, would anyone say let’s share the price and take the contract taxi. But no, they wouldn’t, they will only say, ‘yemanat kebet! (Spoiled brat J) I preferred not to be called that, even in people’s mind. No one else went for the contract taxi.

I looked at to the length of the line again, and the people behind me. An old beggar, with white beard on his chin and a green scarf rolled over his head is playing ‘Washient’, walking closely to the people in line. He stopped as people on line give him cents, and start playing again.  Beautiful sound of music!

Then another beggar came, a man in his 40’s, tilting from his back, he is wearing a grey short, with many patches sown on and a grey scarf over his shoulders. He looks sick. He is holding a white card, which seems like a hospital card.

A woman breaked a line behind me, “hum” no one reacted to that. She came up to the man behind me, calling out to him, Dr! they greet each other. As I often do in incidents as such, I start to listen to their conversation to shift off my mind from the line that moves like a turtle. They start talking about a man, who recently lost his son, Meningitis killed him. ‘Does Meningitis kill!!?’ the woman asks. ‘Even flu kills if it gets into you,’ the Dr. responded. '', I said, really? but not out loud.

They start talking about the father’s depression over his son’s death. The women kept saying, it is his wife, it is his wife that does this to him. The woman adds, ‘he is too religious, that is his problem, he even married her ‘beteklil,’ she lives in States.I started losing her.

Then the woman starts to talk about her divorce. “After my divorce, I always used to wake up at night crying, I cried a lot. It is because I was so attached to my children, before my divorce I always used to sleep with my daughters, I slept in the middle. ‘No wonder’…I thought.

She said that she called the man that lost his son and told him about her divorce experience, probably he is divorced too. He went to Europe, it is better if he goes to his wife, to States, they said. I thought of how all Ethiopian’s destiny became going to America.

There were two boys selling books on the side. As the people in line reach them, all the eyes fell on the books, reading the titles. A man asks, ‘how much is this book? I looked down, ‘The Power of Unconscious Mind.’
The boy responded ‘45 birr’,
‘Would you sell it for 40’
‘No’
‘Leave it then,’ said the man in line.

The boy turns to his friend, to continue the conversation he started before the man in line intervened. My attention shifted to them. They are talking about their home land, I learnt from their accent they are most probably from Gojam.
‘There is no road! There is no telephone…”
The other boy, continues, ‘there is no water, there is no light, there is no…”
His friend intervened, ‘what is wrong with you, you simply add on what I was saying,  there is light and water.”
They laughed, ‘the water we pour like this,’ they both moved their hand up and down, laughing loudly.
‘Have you heard, they now have started grade 9 and 10,’they continue their conversation.

The line moved, I got into the taxi and made sure the woman and the man I had been listening to are sitting behind me.

‘After 20 minutes we made it into the taxi,’ I said to the woman sitting beside me. I saw that she is pregnant, she didn’t lose it waiting in line like us, because she was allowed just to get in to the taxi.  I wished to be pregnant at that moment, I imagined myself, in a tight orange top, showing of my pregnant tummy just to cut in line.

I shift my attention to the people behind me, they talked about work, and business, tax…then they took out their wallets and showed each other their children’s picture.

The taxi stopped at ‘ShewaDabo’ turned off the engine, and the taxi boy went out calling ‘bole bole bole.’
Many passengers started to complain. I heard the woman behind me, making all murmuring sounds, ‘huff! Heche! Ti! Hai am late for work, can we please go.’
Drawing by  zerihun seyoum

In few minutes, people started to get into the taxi, there was no space, but there were more people getting in. A tall man with white hair only on the front of his head, black jacket and white shirt, gets into the taxi, there was no seat. The man had a big book and an Amharic Bible on his hand. ‘Looks like a pastor,’ I thought. The young man at the back seat leaves his seat for him, ‘I have been sitting for a while now, come here,’ he said. The young man sit on the spot, where mini buses usually sit extra passengers.

‘Oh nice of him,’ I thought.

I heard the woman sitting behind me, whom I have been giving much of my attention to, asking the man his phone number. To my surprise, she asks for his name too. ‘Wow she been talking about all these details of her life, her divorce to a man whose name she does not remember.
The man said ‘weraj ale,’ on his way out of the taxi she asks him loudly, ‘you have my number, right?’
‘I will look for it,’ he said and waved bye to her.

The woman keeps complaining about the extra passengers in taxi. The young man, who left his seat for the man that looks like a Pastor said, ‘it is good to help out each other, there was no taxi.’ The woman keeps complaining, and the young man said, ‘well you also break in the line, we didn’t say anything, because we thought it is okay, and now you are complaining.’ Oops! That remind me of how most of us, go to past incidents, which we did not deal with at the moment, just to back us up our present arguments. Hummm! Why didn’t he say so then if it bothered him when she broke in line? And if he thought it was okay, he shouldn’t have brought it up now. The woman tried to defend herself, shortly she was off the taxi.

I was looking down for something in my bag, when our taxi stops suddenly. Sitttittttt! It was about to crash with a silver Corolla, which was parking at the side.

As I look up, I saw I am almost at Bole,  ‘Weraj ale!’

As I walked into my office, I thought, wow that was just a glimpse of life-
In an hour, I was made to think of temptations; life and death; sickness and health; marriage and divorce; pregnancy and children; riches and poverty…much more!



Wednesday, September 19, 2012

God is after your Achilles heel

Oil Paint by Peter Paul Rubens


In Greek mythology, Achilles was the bravest hero in the Trojan war. When Achilles was born, it was foretold he would die in battle. Thus, to prevent his death, his mother tried to make him immortal by dipping him in river Styx. But she missed Achilles' heel because she was holding him by it. Therefore, Achilles heel remained untouched by the magic water of the Styx and remained mortal or vulnerable. Achilles grew up to survive many great battles but a poisonous arrow lodged to his heel, killed him softly. Due to this mythology, to this day any area of weakness, vulnerable spot is called an “Achilles heel.”
This weekend I was having a talk with a friend, when I realized how God uses our Achilles heel to reveal his glory in us.
We might have many strengths we can refer to, be it our achievement in school, career, business skill, communication skill….you name it!.. just think of the strength you think you have. Well, many people might be after your strength, including yourself, but not God.
Instead God is after your weakness, your Achilles heel! You know that point in your life, that heel you guard, build walls around, fence it with ‘let’s not talk about it’ security wire, your soft spot, weakness, area which doesn’t require much temptation to fall as a result…God is after that.
Think about it, if God uses your strength, which of course He would in some cases, you are more likely to take the credit for yourself. However when God uses your Achilles heel, He is more likely to take the glory for Himself. “I am the LORD; that is my name! I will not give my glory to anyone else, nor share my praise..” Isaiah 42:8
Thus, when God uses you Achilles heel, he will uncover it, expose it, test it, …he will do anything you don’t want to do with your weakness. “For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open.” Luke 8:17
Some people think, God purposely hold us on the ‘heel’ as He dips us in His grace, to keep us vulnerable, to teach us to lean only on Him. Some think, God knowingly let us have Achilles heel, because after all that is what will make us keep crawling back to Him.
Some believe the Devil is the source and the manipulator of our weak spots. Others suggest every single individual is responsible for themselves. Whatever we think only, “every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.” James 1:17
Well let’s give a glance to the Bible, for it is filled with examples of how God loves to use people’s Achilles heel, first even when He chooses us;
 “God purposely chose ... what the world considers weak in order to shame the powerful.” 1 Cor 1:27     
Abraham couldn’t make a child; God took Abraham’s weakness and transformed him into a father of nations.
Moses was raised in palace, having ‘contacts’ (which in these days most of us look for, having contact with the rich and prominent, to get a job, to be accepted in certain school… ‘side thought’), however God didn’t use Moses’s strengths.
Moses had temper issues; God took his weakness and turned him into the humblest man on earth. He also had speech issues, never been well with words, but God took his weakness and turn him into a great leader.
David was young shepherd, short, not good looking, rejected 8th son of Jesse. Who would have thought back then that David would kill Goliath?
David grew up to be a king and of course an adulterer and a murderer. However God turned his weakness, to make him “A man after God’s own heart.” Acts 13:22
Gideon had low self-esteem and insecurities, however God made him a “Mighty man of valor” Judges 6:12
We could go on and on with stories from the Bible. But, above all, can you imagine, God used His own Achilles heel- UNCONDITIONAL LOVE to save humanity. God has the power, the strength more than we could ever comprehend, however He didn’t use His strength or might to draw mankind back to Him. Instead He used His weakness; “Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Rom 5: 7-8
Just provide your Achilles heel to God, allow Him to use it, open up to God. Let God use your Achilles heel, for His grace is sufficient for you, it is in your weakness that His power is made perfect. Then you can boast gladly about your weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on you. 2 Cor 12:9
My friend asked me, if something like the Bible is to be written in our age, would your story be in it? Would you be the woman recorded because God revealed His strength in your weakness, or will you be those names mentioned in Bible just because they have some sort of connection with the protagonist? Remember these those who were rich, good looking, ‘qualified’, ‘got it all together’ but their name was just mentioned for the sake of the weak.
I end phrasing the same question to you; will your story be in it?

Thursday, September 6, 2012

My mom's favorite verse!

"Wise choices will watch over you.
 Understanding will keep you safe." Proverbs 2:11

Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu


Your word...

Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu

Flee or Fail!

When it comes to overcoming sexual sin, we only have two options to flee or to fail..
 sometimes like Josef...
 sometimes we even have to run from ourselves!


Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu

 “Joseph was well-built and handsome, and after a while his master’s wife took notice of Joseph and said, “Come to bed with me!”

But he refused. “With me in charge,” he told her, “my master does not concern himself with anything in the house; everything he owns he has entrusted to my care. No one is greater in this house than I am. My master has withheld nothing from me except you, because you are his wife. How then could I do such a wicked thing and sin against God?” 10 And though she spoke to Joseph day after day, he refused to go to bed with her or even be with her.

11 One day he went into the house to attend to his duties, and none of the household servants was inside.12 She caught him by his cloak and said, “Come to bed with me!” But he left his cloak in her hand and ran out of the house.” Genesis 39: 7-12

"RUN FROM SEXUAL SIN! No other sin so clearly affects the body as this one does. For sexual immorality is a sin against your own body." 1 Corinthians 6:18 



So…
"I beat my body and make it my slave.” 1Corinthians 9:27


Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu
If it gets worse…




" And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell." Matthew 5:30
Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu



Oh men! that is the left hand :) who would notice anyway!

You didn’t if you just look back to the picture, got you!:)


For all late comers!

Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu!


.....like me :)

For all who are weary and burdened!

Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu
 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” says Jesus. Matthew 11:28-29

What is in your hand?

Cartoon by Genaye Eshetu 

In the Bible we read a story of a young boy who gave Jesus 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish, from which Jesus fed 5000 men, not including women and children. The disciples were even able to pick 12 basketfuls of broken pieces of bread and fish after all people being fed. (Mark 6 :33- 39)


The same Lord who fed thousands from 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish, is inquiring the same question to us; what is in your hand?


Are you blessed with small talents, be it writing, drawing, talking, sewing, fixing…but haven’t done anything about it yet?


Are you not doing what you been dreaming since childhood?


Are you postponing your business plan because you don’t have the budget?


Are you giving any excuse, be it being born from a poor family, poor country, not going to school, nobody else is doing this, what are people going to say if I do this and that, I don't know how to start, fear of failure…


God is asking you, ‘what is in your hand?’


As adults of good reasoning we often tend to do the calculation in our mind based on our monthly earning. That is the same thing the disciples did back then, ‘Eight months wages would not buy enough bread for each one to have a bite’…but the young boy just offered his fish trusting, that must be why the Bible tells us to have faith like children!


If we are willing to trust Him with the very small thing in our hand, He is able and willing to bless us and do miracles!!!


John 6:1-15 NIV

“1Some time after this, Jesus crossed to the far shore of the Sea of Galilee (that is, the Sea of Tiberias), 2and a great crowd of people followed him because they saw the miraculous signs he had performed on the sick.3Then Jesus went up on a mountainside and sat down with his disciples.4The Jewish Passover Feast was near.

5When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?" 6He asked this only to test him, for he already had in mind what he was going to do.

7Philip answered him, "Eight months' wages[a] would not buy enough bread for each one to have a bite!"

8Another of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, spoke up, 9"Here is a boy with five small barley loaves and two small fish, but how far will they go among so many?"

10Jesus said, "Have the people sit down." There was plenty of grass in that place, and the men sat down, about five thousand of them.

11Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed to those who were seated as much as they wanted. He did the same with the fish.

12When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, "Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted."

13So they gathered them and filled twelve baskets with the pieces of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten.

14After the people saw the miraculous sign that Jesus did, they began to say, "Surely this is the Prophet who is to come into the world." 15Jesus, knowing that they intended to come and make him king by force, withdrew again to a mountain by himself.”